“Fly”- Another Attempt At Capturing Depression.

Hotlines are at the end of the post along with some hugs, take care. This is bad poetry attempt #3 trying to capture what it feels like to have Depression, where you see everyone else is flying and telling you to fly, but you look at yourself only to realize you don’t have any wings. Hope it isn’t too shit xD

They say you’re healing

But you’re just getting hurt.

They say you’re learning, but

You’re just getting burnt.

They say you’re only human and it’s okay

But they’ve got wings, you don’t.

They say “you could fly if you want to”

& you keep trying

but you don’t want to.

Living feels more like a lie when you’re me

They say to stop yourself from drowning

when you just can’t breathe.

They tell you you’re alive when you’re choking

’cause they just can’t see..

They don’t even have to try.

They’re not like me, darling they can fly.

Having faith, to me, is laced with fear

And fantasies are full of fleeting dreams

and nothing’s as it seems

they tell me I’m crazy;

I agree.

They can fly, and they can’t understand me.

Thank you for reading! wanna check out more rants and weird attempts at poems and musings? My blog is open, and if you’re nice I’ll hand outimages (5) cookies xD Anyways, if you’re currently struggling with depression and are feeling alone, take this free hug (click here and here and here for cute GIF s that send hugs from me to you ^^)and also a few hotlines, just in case.

Vent to an anonymous stranger- https://www.7cups.com

In case you’re feeling suicidal- http://suicide.org/

Hotlines for Depression specifically- http://addiction.lovetoknow.com/wiki/Depression_Hotlines

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